I\'m Not Okay (I Promise)

Well if you wanted honesty,
好吧你想要听实话，
That's all you had to say.
那我就来告诉你。
I never want to let you down or have you go,
我从未想让你难过，也不想让你离开我，
It's better off this way.
虽然这样做更好。
For all the dirty looks,
那些照片，
The photographs your boyfriend took,
那些你被男友拍下的不堪模样。
Remember when you broke your foot
还记得你为此摔伤的脚吗
From jumping out the second floor?
因为你从二楼跳了下来。
I'm not okay.
我过得并不好，
I'm not okay.
我过得并不好，
I'm not okay.
我过得并不好，
You wear me out.
你让我很累
What will it take to show you
要怎样才能让你知道，
That it's not the life it seems?
每个人的生活并不是你所见的那般。
(I'm not okay)
（我过得并不好）
I told you time and time again you sing the words
我一次又一次地告诉过你，
But still don't know what they mean
你唱着那些歌词却仍不知它们所想表达的，
To be a joke and look
真是搞笑，看啊
Another line without a hook
又一句不抓耳的歌词。
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
我紧紧的抱着你，我们都在发抖。
Take a good hard look!
最后一次！睁大你的眼睛好好看看吧！
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay
You wear me out.
你这样让我很累。
Forget about the dirty looks
忘了那些不堪的模样吧，
The photographs your boyfriend took?
忘了你男友拍的照片。
You said you read me like a book,
你说你像书一样阅读我，
With the pages all torn and frayed
但那本书根本就是残缺破损的。
I'm okay.
我很好
I'm okay!
我很好！
I'm okay, now
我现在好了。
(I'm okay, now)
（我现在好了） :(
But you really need to listen to me
但你真该听我说，
Because i'm telling you the truth
因为我在告诉你真相，
I mean it
这才是我想说的，
I'm okay!
我很好！
(Trust me.)
（相信我）
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
我过得太糟了
Well i'm not okay
我的生活糟透了
I'm not ******* okay
我他妈过得很不好！
(I'm not okay)
（我过得并不好）
I'm not okay(okay)
I’m not okay :(