I Wish

I wish i wasn't fat
我希望自己不是个胖子
I wish i wasn't gay
我希望自己不是同*恋
I wish i wasn't black
我希望我自己不是黑人
I wish that i was brave
我希望我能够勇敢
I wish,I wish,I wish with everyone candle on the cake
我希望...我希望把蛋糕上的每一根蜡烛都许成心愿
That i could quit doin' these drugs
让我能戒除这些**
But i can't and i'm afraid
可是我懦弱又恐惧
I wish that i was smart
我希望自己天资聪颖
I wish that i was rich
我希望自己足够富裕
I wish it wasn't hard for me to grow up and forgive
我希望学会长大和原谅不用那么艰难
I wish that i could help
我希望我也能帮助他人
I wish i wasn't sick
我希望我健康无恙
I wish that I was Tom MacDonald,I'd be just like
我希望我是Tom MacDonald 我会如他一般
I wish i wasn't sober
我希望我还没有醒来
I miss it when the party wasn't over
沉浸在派对的狂欢之中
Happiness was right around the corner
幸福的时刻即将到来
Every single night was like the best one of our lives
那时的每个夜晚都是我们年华中最璀璨的时光
Now we are older
现如今我们已经容颜老去
The good ol’days are out of reach, i wsh that they were closer
那些岁月已经再难触及 只愿记忆的流逝能再慢点
I wish i wasn't anxious,and i wish i could fast forward
我希望现在的我一点也不叫焦虑 而是一往无前
And i wish that i could rewind but they don't make that controller
我希望能重新再活一遍 但人生终究还是不能重头开始
I wish the nights were longer,and i wish the day were shorter
希望夜晚能长些白天能短一些
And i wish that i could sleep enough to maintain my composure
我希望拥有足够的睡眠来保持我的理智
I feel crazy,i wish that i was normal
我濒临疯狂 盼望着恢复正常
I wish that i could kill myself but also be immortal
我想要结束自己的生命却又希望自己能永垂不（西方**观念：**者不可进入天堂）
Take me to the oracle,i heard that times is borrowed
请带我去见神明 我知道我已是苟延残喘
Can you give me back my yesterdays, i'll give you my tomorrows?
能否用我那充满不安的未来去换取失去的昨天？
Forget all of my morals and just live like i cannot remember sorrow
除掉经历的印记 抹去忧郁的记忆
Before all of the tattoos and cornrows
那时还没有纹身与小辫
I was different,I was happy,I was calmer
与现在完全不同 那时我还很开心
I was young and full of hormones
我快乐年轻并满怀**
Now I'm wishin' for a time machine,I'd step into that portal and be gone
多希望能收到一台时光机 现在我就能悄无声息地离开
I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?
我对着满天流星亦或是天上哪颗卫星默默许愿
Maybe they were too far
他们对我来说太过遥远
I must have blown apart a million dandelions
我曾吹散过一百万朵蒲公英
Now they don't grow in my yard
现在在我家的院子里已不见它们的踪迹
I wish i didn't care about the day that I'd be buried
我希望我不用担心我会在哪天悄然逝去
Used to live i was ready for it,always in a hurry
过去自以为早已做好准备 所以总是行色匆匆
Now I'm worried,all my memories are blurry
现在我满腹愁苦 记忆里的美好变成了一团浆糊
I’m just barely turnin'30 and the voice in my head are tryna hurt me
我将三十而立 可脑海里的想法总是天马行空
The choice that i made make me feel dirty,i was 25 at 13
我为我所做的选择感到羞愧 当我25的时候却仍像个13岁的孩子
I was smokin' with senors,drinkin' beer and gettin' flirty
那时我和学长抽烟喝酒把妹
Now the Ativan ain't workin' i need somethin' even stronger
安定药已经失去了作用 我甚至需要比这更能刺激我的
Give me childhood,my mother and my father and my sister
想要回到童年 那段我的父母与姐姐都在的日子
And a Christmas to make up for all the recent ones I'm missin'
想要一个与我所思念的人共度的圣诞节
While I'm tourin' the country for a livin'
可此时我在四处漂泊 为维持生计而努力 01:51
Give me a hug and a Nintendo and a toy box in the clost
给我一次拥抱 一盘游戏 或者是个能放在橱柜的玩具
Give me everthing i wish i had
给我想要的一切
Oh wait i think i got it
等一下 我想我做到了
I'm a rapper like i always promised them i would accomplish
我是一个说唱歌手 得把以前吹的牛全部实现
This is awesome man, i wish i had a friend to tell, i'd call'em
这太棒了 我多想有个朋友能分享我的喜悦
And i wonder if i jumped from here if I'd survive the bottom
我还梦想着有天能逃离这贫困的底层 干出一番事业
And would everyone believe me if i told ‘em i had fallen？
那时有几个人会相信我也曾遭受过巨大的挫折？
I'ma jump
我来了
I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?
我对着满天流星亦或是天上哪颗卫星默默许愿
Maybe they were too far
他们对我来说太过遥远
I must have blown apart a million dandelions
我曾吹散过一百万朵蒲公英
Now they don't grow in my yard
现在在我家的院子里已不见它们的踪迹
I wish we were kids again
我希望我们还能回到童年
Before everything was on Instagram
那时INS还没有出现在人们的生活里
The thing were so simple then
一切都那么简单
Me,my tree fort,all of my friends
我和我的树屋还有朋友们
Way back when,on Beaver Drive
那时我们还住在Beaver Drive
When the floor was lava, i could fly
把地板当成岩浆 在沙发上蹦蹦跳跳
Wished i was big like them
希望自己能快快长大
Never thought i'd wanna be a kid again
哪里会想到自己有一天渴望回到孩提时代
I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?
我对着满天流星亦或是天上哪颗卫星默默许愿
Maybe they were too far
他们对我来说太过遥远
I must have blown apart a million dandelions
我曾吹散过一百万朵蒲公英
Now they don't grow in my yard
现在在我家的院子里已不见它们的踪迹
I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?
我对着满天流星亦或是天上哪颗卫星默默许愿
Maybe they were too far
他们对我来说太过遥远
I must have blown apart a million dandelions
我曾吹散过一百万朵蒲公英
Now they don't grow in my yard
现在在我家的院子里已不见它们的踪迹
(DEDICATED MY LOVING MOTHER,COURAGEOUS FATHER,BRILLIANT SISTER,BEAUTIFUL GIRLFRIEND AND ALL OF MY WONDERFUL FANS-------FROM Tom MacDonald)
(这首歌送给我亲爱的母亲 勇敢的父亲，我超好的姐姐(妹妹)，以及我可爱的女朋友，还有所有支持我的粉丝-----Tom MacDonald)